Lugesin t\u00c3\u00a4na asjade sorteerimise k\u00c3\u00a4igus \u00c3\u00bcle 19-aastaselt kirjutatud avaldust stipendiumi saamiseks. Mind h\u00c3\u00a4mmastas iseenda \u00c3\u00bclbus ja nahaalsus, see veendunud enesekesksus ja k\u00c3\u00b5ikumatu usk suurusesse, mille t\u00c3\u00b5estamiseks polnud sel hetkel ei vahendeid, kogemusi ega tulemusi. Otse loomulikult on mul hea meel, et juba varasest lapsep\u00c3\u00b5lvest kestnud kanget usku iseendasse pole elu v\u00c3\u00b5i l\u00c3\u00a4hedaste v\u00c3\u00b5i s\u00c3\u00bcsteemi poolt maha pekstud, kuid ometi on r\u00c3\u00b5\u00c3\u00b5m suurem selle \u00c3\u00bcle, et vanusega on tulnud ka mingit arukust. Vastasel juhul ei l\u00c3\u00b6\u00c3\u00b6ks see 15 aastat vana tekst sedav\u00c3\u00b5rd jalust.
\n\u00c3\u0153ks asi on uskuda oma v\u00c3\u00b5imetesse ja v\u00c3\u00a4\u00c3\u00a4rtusesse, teine asi on selle nimel midagi teha. Olen teravalt teadlik sellest, et 15 aasta jooksul pole ma teinud kaugeltki k\u00c3\u00b5ike, mida oleks v\u00c3\u00b5inud. Samas oleks vale \u00c3\u00b6elda, et pole teinud k\u00c3\u00bcbetki. T\u00c3\u00b5de on seal skaala peal kusagil vahepeal, ehkki tugevalt tegemata j\u00c3\u00a4tmiste poole kaldu. Seda virgutavam on lugeda meenutust, mis \u00c3\u00bchelt poolt n\u00c3\u00a4itab tuldud teed ja teisalt manitseb edasi arenema..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Lugesin t\u00c3\u00a4na asjade sorteerimise k\u00c3\u00a4igus \u00c3\u00bcle 19-aastaselt kirjutatud avaldust stipendiumi saamiseks. Mind h\u00c3\u00a4mmastas iseenda \u00c3\u00bclbus ja nahaalsus, see veendunud enesekesksus ja k\u00c3\u00b5ikumatu usk suurusesse, mille t\u00c3\u00b5estamiseks polnud sel hetkel ei vahendeid, kogemusi ega tulemusi. Otse loomulikult on mul hea meel, et juba varasest lapsep\u00c3\u00b5lvest kestnud kanget usku iseendasse pole elu v\u00c3\u00b5i l\u00c3\u00a4hedaste v\u00c3\u00b5i s\u00c3\u00bcsteemi poolt […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1243","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-1000tm"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1243","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1243"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1243\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1244,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1243\/revisions\/1244"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1243"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1243"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1243"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}