{"id":1045,"date":"2013-07-21T23:44:10","date_gmt":"2013-07-21T20:44:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/?p=1045"},"modified":"2013-07-29T14:20:05","modified_gmt":"2013-07-29T11:20:05","slug":"luuletule-003-uhe-tudruku-peegeldus-tillukeses-toas-maria-lee","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/?p=1045","title":{"rendered":"Luuletule 003: \u00c3\u0153he t\u00c3\u00bcdruku peegeldus tillukeses toas (Maria Lee)"},"content":{"rendered":"
Maria Lee \u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00c3\u00a4ram\u00c3\u00b5te\u00e2\u20ac\u009d, Verb, 2007<\/span>\n<\/div>\n
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Maria Lee \u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00c3\u00a4ram\u00c3\u00b5te\u00e2\u20ac\u009d on sama habras, peen ja armas nagu esimesel lehek\u00c3\u00bcljel pesitsev koll, kes teeb hirmutavat n\u00c3\u00a4gu, kuid kelle \u00c3\u00b5rnad jooned ei \u00c3\u00a4hvarda. See kompromiss ehmatava teravuse ja malbe vormi vahel, see kahe n\u00c3\u00a4htuse piiri peal olemine l\u00c3\u00a4bib tervet luulekogu. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00c3\u201eram\u00c3\u00b5tte\u00e2\u20ac\u009d illustratsioonide poolikud n\u00c3\u00a4od ja ridade taha peitunud poolikud inimesed on valguse ja varjude piiril. V\u00c3\u00a4relus, heitlikkus, sulgi laokile j\u00c3\u00a4tnud p\u00c3\u00b5genejad (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153eeskiri\u00e2\u20ac\u009d) – k\u00c3\u00b5ik need tegelased h\u00c3\u00b5ljuvad \u00c3\u00bcleminekus unest surma (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153uni\u00e2\u20ac\u009d) ja ehk ka vastupidi. Sageli eristab kahte maailma vaid aknaklaas.\n<\/div>\n

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\u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00c3\u201eram\u00c3\u00b5te\u00e2\u20ac\u009d on kui varahommik \u00c3\u00bche t\u00c3\u00bcdruku tillukeses toas, kus r\u00c3\u00b5sket maailma on n\u00c3\u00a4ha veeauruga kaetud akna taga. See on tuba, kus on talumatu, lahenduseta \u00c3\u00bcksindus, kus \u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00c3\u00bcks on liiga v\u00c3\u00a4he, kuid kaks liiga palju\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. Seal on valu ja verd kui veini (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153muusa\u00e2\u20ac\u009d), tablette (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153elujaa\u00e2\u20ac\u009d) ning vermeis k\u00c3\u00a4si (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153koduv\u00c3\u00a4givald\u00e2\u20ac\u009d), kuid protsess pole veel l\u00c3\u00b5pule j\u00c3\u00b5udnud. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00c3\u201eram\u00c3\u00b5te\u00e2\u20ac\u009d on ootel, pingest tiine nagu elektrist rase taevas<\/i> (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153s\u00c3\u00b5da\u00e2\u20ac\u009d).<\/span>\n<\/div>\n
Akna taga paistab maailm \u00e2\u20ac\u201c aknad ning klaas kui peegel vilksatavad paljudes luuletustes, sageli seoses une v\u00c3\u00b5i surmaga (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153kui mina tulin l\u00c3\u00a4bi klaasi \u00c3\u00a4ra, siis kuhu j\u00c3\u00a4id sina?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d).<\/span>\n<\/div>\n
\u00c3\u0153ks v\u00c3\u00a4heseid tugevaid, otsekoheseid ja j\u00c3\u00b5ulisi esemeid selles toas on kohv, mis on <\/span>kange ja k\u00c3\u00b5rvetav<\/i> (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153klaasist pilgud klaassilmades\u00e2\u20ac\u009d). Ehk on just sellest tekkinud aur, mis katab kalki aknaklaasi? Vahest on just s\u00c3\u00bcsimust kohv (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153p\u00c3\u00a4evhaaval\u00e2\u20ac\u009d) ainus asi, mis aitab siis, kui <\/span>ajapikku hakkab meie valgesus kustutama meie kontuure<\/i> (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153valge\u00e2\u20ac\u009d).<\/span>\n<\/div>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00c3\u201eram\u00c3\u00b5te\u00e2\u20ac\u009d on fatalistlik, hajuv ja heitlik pilk \u00c3\u00bche maailma l\u00c3\u00b5ppu, <\/span>kuhu me k\u00c3\u00b5ik tuleme kunagi tagasi valgesse haihtunud h\u00c3\u00a4vinguna<\/i> (\u00e2\u20ac\u0153valge\u00e2\u20ac\u009d). Kes teab, v\u00c3\u00b5ib olla polegi me \u00c3\u00bchel hetkel l\u00c3\u00b5puks muud kui need t\u00c3\u00bchjad pliiatsijooned, mis ei moodusta muud, kui luulekogu kaanel seisva inimkuju.<\/span>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Maria Lee \u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00c3\u00a4ram\u00c3\u00b5te\u00e2\u20ac\u009d, Verb, 2007 Maria Lee \u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00c3\u00a4ram\u00c3\u00b5te\u00e2\u20ac\u009d on sama habras, peen ja armas nagu esimesel lehek\u00c3\u00bcljel pesitsev koll, kes teeb hirmutavat n\u00c3\u00a4gu, kuid kelle \u00c3\u00b5rnad jooned ei \u00c3\u00a4hvarda. See kompromiss ehmatava teravuse ja malbe vormi vahel, see kahe n\u00c3\u00a4htuse piiri peal olemine l\u00c3\u00a4bib tervet luulekogu. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00c3\u201eram\u00c3\u00b5tte\u00e2\u20ac\u009d illustratsioonide poolikud n\u00c3\u00a4od ja ridade taha peitunud poolikud […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1045","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-tekst"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1045","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1045"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1045\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1084,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1045\/revisions\/1084"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1045"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1045"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mpulver.offline.ee\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1045"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}